Sigh.. I dont have the mood to study for my next paper at all. Trying very hard to. At least I read tru 6 topics out of the 13 topiss. Had a rough understanding of my Financial Accounting. I'm juz chillinh out in my room at this time of the night after memorising some theory for this module. Failed one n pass one test for this module. Hope I'll pass for this module. Well, O realised there isnt much to study for this module. All u need is to understand the application part, journal entries and wad to debit n credit. Wad nature is it? The theory.. Lalalalala.. Well.. I dunno.. Quite bored n hungry at this time of the night.. My brain juz told me to switch on the comp n do my usual stuff on the comp. After all, i did some memorizing of theory.. hehe. Not that bad right? Hmm.. maybe I shouldnt stone n go to bed. Listening to White Flag.. Hehe.. 1:16:00 AM

(0) comments I'm back.. Isn t Tom n Jerry cute? hehe.. Had my first exam paper today. Was difficult. Haha.. Lost 20 marks for the 1st question n another 20 marks from the last question.. Sigh.. Juz one more paper to go n i'll be done.. I'll be a free woman.. Haha.. Hope my results wont be that bad. Seem like I've got nothing much to say.. Busy studying.. Nerd.. My brain is filled with all the financial terms.. Yucks... Time to rest!! Yeappie..

11:35:00 PM

(0) comments Well, I'm almost done for revision but it seems like i've forgot majority of the stuff I've studied. Hmmm.. Dark clouds. I hope it rains tonight so that I can sleep well. I have no idea why I'm not nervous about this paper at all. I'm not hoping much but a pass. HeH.. I guess thats all what students expect when they forget most of the stuff they've studied. I have no idea why is it that I cant recall the stuff I;ve studied? Or maybe we'll only recall them when we sit for the paper itself? I'm still left with 3chapters to study before i Re-revise it again. Juz printed a set of past yr paper. Haha.. Only 1 set but it's better than none. I hope i'll do it or at least go tru it to have a rough idea of how the questions are being set n where my standard lies. Ciao for now..
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(0) comments Haha.. I finally started studying for my exam paper on Monday. Only studied 2 outof the 12 chapters. Gosh.. Still got a long way to go. Feel like thats all for today n continue studying tmr but I cant! Don't think I can afford to do that. Looks like time is running out for my revision.. Lots to read n learn. All i do in lecture is juz copy n not absorb.. Haha. Bad student. I'm having giddy spells.. Not sure if it's the studying at home thats making my giddy.. Hmmm..

My bf got chicken oox. Supposed to go out with him tmr but there goes our plans. Plans on Sunday also blow. So sad. He sounds so depressed. I still keep on teasing him abt his pox. Gosh.. I'm mean. How I wish i could spend more time with him but I cant cos i havent had chicken pox n my exams are juz next week. SIGH.. Hmmm.. I need to come out with plans after exams then. Haha.. Got to get back to studies.. Damn sickening. 9:03:00 PM

(0) comments Sigh.. A few days since tue morning felt like a few years to me. I'm missing someone close to me. My comfort, my love. Waiting for tonight to come n counting the hrs left to see you. They say absense makes the heart fonder.. Indeed it's true. I'm just hoping that time could pass quickly so that I can spend time with him. I'm feeling vexed. Didnt know that not hearing his voice can be that bad. My heart's heavy. Not sure y too.

Got a test tmr but i have no clue wad it is abt.. Studied but it doesnt get in. Having giddy spells nowadays.. Dare not tell him.. Afraid i'll make him worry. All i want now is sleep.. Haha.. Need to wake up fresh to study again.. ZZzzzZZzz 12:57:00 AM

(0) comments Tiredness is what I'm feeling now. Concentration is what I'm losing now. Just can't get myself to study. My mind's somewhere else except the books. My test is juz tmr and i'm nt even half done with my studying. Having study break but still, got to go back to sch for test. Not hoping much out of this test except a pass. Haha. *YaWn* There I go again. Losing my concentration. Hehe. Still need to copy my notes from sch's website. What a trouble. Cant they print a copy for us n we zap for the class? Ahhr.. This is driving me nutz. I need a break.. Away from all the studying n exam stress! Hmmm.. I should stop complaining. Hehe.

Gone are the days when I can slack for all I want and still do well in studies........ 4:55:00 PM

(0) comments Hoho!! I'm back after some time of disappearance. I've got bad disappearance skills. Cant get myself to come back. Been having too many projects, tests and presentations. It's no fun sleepin at 2plus n waking up at 7plus everyday. I feel like a zombie now. Had only 4hrs of sleep last night. Did a hand-made 'album' for my bf and wrote a letter too. Hehe. Havent seen him for 2 weeks. Missed him. Finally got to see him today! Went to OCS somewhere in Boon Lay to visit along with his family. The place looks fantastic. Looks so much better than a chalet. High class chalet. Hehe. Left OCS, had lunch with bf's family n went home.

Gosh.. Tiring. I could hard keep my eyes open. Trying so hard too. Walkin zombie. Hmm.. Actually I didnt want to go visit him but i went eventually. Gave him a surprised..Hehe. He was so disapponted when i told him i wasnt going. Changed my mind in going cos i didnt want him to be so upset. And i made his day in the end. Haha. Had an hr for afternoon nap. Woke up n went to church. Felt like studying but my pastor was beside me. Didnt manage to study at all except on e way home. Studied one page. Wah.. ALOT hoh.. (shy grin) Here i am now. right in front of the comp.. Yeah.. Think i should go n study..
Buai! 6:59:00 PM

(0) comments Ahhh.. It's been a pretty stressful day. One of my group mates is always not doing her share of work and not presented for projects.. She also avoided the phone calls of my other group mates. How inconsiderate and she doesnt have the basic courtesy to call.. She's a stupid dumbo. Hate her! I've got to do half of her share of work for graphs and the report.. It's double my work load. I HATE HER.. Oh no.. I hate someone. I'm not supposed to hate anyone. I muz be loving. Gosh.. This has made me gone out of my mind. I've still got a report to complete. Pile n piles of work to do. Havent even study for a test on saturday. 10 topics and i havent ever cover one. Hehe.. hmmmm... I need to relax n continue with my work.. Goner!! 9:55:00 PM

(0) comments Haha.. Havent been blogging for quite a few days. I have no idea what I'm busy with. Tallkin on the phone with a lwsbian fren now.. She's been down laterly.. Haix.. Ppl always come to me when they are down.. That shows i have a good pair of listening ears. Hehe.. I want to rest for the night but i'm still waiting for my song to be downloaded.. Boring.. Been waiting for it quite long.. ARGH!! It's getting on my nerves.. She doesnt allow me to hang up the phone.. Sob Sob.. so Miserable..
Yeah.. Ive got a song to recommendation.. It might be you by Stephen Bishop.. nice oldie.. Hehe.. I'm off. 12:35:00 AM

(0) comments What a day spent. Did do much in school. Went for FA tutorial and had a 1hr and 20mins break. Didn’t want to stay in the canteen so my frenz n I left for the library. Met Benjamin- one of my classmates, in the library. Borrowed a book and read. Supposed to leave for UCCD lecture but I heard the guys from my class saying that CRM test results are out. So I went with them to look for my tutor for my marks. Woohoo! I passed. I though I would have failed this paper on 2 Saturdays ago but I didn’t. But neither did I do well for it. Got a low grade C. Couldn’t ask for more. The highest in my class is 84 followed by a 71. Hmm.. Great differences. Lowest was quite low. It was 30marks. 5 in my class failed. Really thankful that I passed. Went for lecture and followed by a lab class.. Tutor din come but I stayed on to complete my project. Came home to complete it instead. Didn’t get much done though. Hehe. Still doing my RWPS report that is supposed to let my tutor review. No time, no time. 10:21:00 PM

(0) comments oh.. didnt know that my blog on tues was published.. hehe.. 9:04:00 PM

(0) comments Didn’t blog yesterday. My stupid internet explorer is always giving me problems.. Juz when I had finished typing and post, the server was down. Ahhh… Stressful. I cant used the net nw. I cant get any resource from the net for my RWPS report. This is sickening. Oh well.. Jus finished dinner. It was yummy. I had soup, vegetables and rice. Havent had soup for quite some time. My bf called to ask how to spell my full name juz nw. Goodness.. He doesn’t know how to spell my full name. Shame on you! Hehe.. The only time when I can see him is during my weekends as that’s the only time where he is out from army. However, things gave changed. I wont get to see him for the next 2weeks. Ahhh.. It’s a torture. My comforter is in camp!! They wont let him out. Sigh.. Well at least I’m able to visit him next Sunday. Seems like a long way to go. It’s all right. I can bare with it… I’ll be looking forward to that Sunday. Hmm. Can see more army guys but obviously, my main purpose is to see him. (cheeky laugh) Things in school haven’t been better. At least I wont get mad over it. I’ll juz let things be how it goes. I cant change things happen. Oh no, I’ve got a report, tutorial and project to do.. That’s all folks! 9:03:00 PM

(0) comments Yeappie. I ended class at 3 today. I came back around 330pm and started snacking at tapiocca chips. They taste fantastic.. Yummy. It could be that I havent been taking that. But it really taste nice. You should try it too. I lay on my bed and started snacking. At the same time, i was listening to perfect 10. Hey! I was enjoy my afternoon for once after such a long time. Wow.. It felt heaven.. I really hate it when i had to get up n do my work although it wasn't due tmr. I juz wanted to complete it asap for thursday's tutorial. I on my comp when i was doing my tutorial half way. haha.. I'm capable of being distracted easily.

After half an hr.. I couldnt access to internet explorer.. It'll display that the page cannot be display.. Stupiak server. I have been experiencing this problem since yesterday.. So luckily.. One problem after another happening to my computer.. Hmmm. I'm listening to The Prayer by Celine Dion and Andrea Bocelli.. Nice Song..... I called up Singnet to check the problem. The technician told me that my server problem is very weird and he hasnt come across it before. Sigh.. While I was talking to the technician, Ron called. I felt bad.. This is what i told him:"I'm on the line. Call u back." Poor thing. I guess he muz be lost. Not knowing whats happening.. haha. Geez. My best fren who is in Aussie juz called and i'm talkin to her.. Hehe. Miss those times when we were still in secondary sch. Hehe.. Guess i should get back to work.. Yeah.. Hmm.. Y did i yeah for? 6:52:00 PM

(0) comments Yeah... Finally got a time to relax. It really suck being sick and having to rush 2projects at the same time. And my mummy keeps forcing me to take cod liver oil. YuckS!!! It's awefull. No way am i going to have another mouth of cod liver oil. I swear men. Hmm.. What if she feeds me with it. Oh no!! Nightmare!! Oh God, please save me from the cod liver oil.. Madness.. What has got into me? Hmm.. It's good being relax again. The pain in my neck is killing me.

Seems I have nothing much to talk abt today. Yeah.. I can be a pig and sleep early but i doubt so. I seldom sleep early unless I'm super tired but it's never a habit of mine. Well, i'm going to check all my nonsensical mail. 11:51:00 PM

(0) comments Hmmm.. My temperature was 37.4 degrees earlier at 10 pm. It has dropped to 36.8 degrees now. I dunno how to explain but i feel sick but like not sick. You must be having a big question mark in your head right? Well, i guess it's due to all the late nights rushing for project causing a lack of sleep and all the food that I've taken leading me to feel heaty. Thats why my nose and throat is damn uncomfortable. I've drank more than 3 litres of water today. I'll not drink more than 1.5Litres per day usually.

My Dear Dear came over to my place juz now and we had a chat. Even though he was posted to OCS, he still sounds upset. I've never seen him that upset before. I'm usually the one who is upset or stressed from all the school work. He will be the one who consoles and encourages me. I didnt know what to do to cheer him up. I felt a little helpless as I'm bad at consoling or cheering people up. All I am capable of is to lend my listening ear. He was upset for not being able to see me for 3weeks. 3 weeks is a long time. Seperation is hard to endure though we can still talk on the phone but still.. There is a personal touch when you can experience someone right in front of you. Right? Sniff sniff.. Sad. Besides that, he's afraid that his room mate will be someone who is nasty and hard to please.

Hmm.. dunno what else to say liao.. Bye.. Do project.. SIAN!!!!!!

2:54:00 AM

(0) comments I had a test this morning... It was super duper difficult loh. Cant believe it. The paper comprises of 2 long questions. I didnt know how to do both, and i was stuck trying to figure out how 2 go about doing the first question. GOSH.. I've failed the 1st test.. Gonna fail this one too. Got to really fight and study hard for my coming exam liao. I'm a bad gal.. This is the only module that I've failed something. I dun want to fail!! Actually I didnt want to go for that test as I wasnt feeling well but I still did.

I did my project after the test. I started talking to him.. Ahh.. Where's my pride. It was quite awkward in the beginning but we were back to our usual selfs during the discussion. We were jokin and talking about stuff.. Came home, had lunch and here I am right in front of my comp. Gonna start on my EPI project after this. Wanted to get some rest but seems like i cant. HoHo.

OppS.. Got to do my project... 3:46:00 PM

(0) comments Haix. I'm wondering if this week is juz a so-called unlucky week because there are many projects due or i'm juz unlucky. I havent been quite happy this week. Not only am i up-tight but I'm also upset. I hope that someone would come along and help me to relieve some of this stress that is making me depressed. I had to be depress cos it'll affect the people around me somehow. How i wish i could be happy-go-lucky like i used to be. It has its pros and cons for being one. But still it's much care free. Less stressful. Spirit feels free! My Understanding Cross Cultural Diversity project is finally off my hands. Got a test tmr and 2 projects due on Mon.

I think i have been going on and on abt 2 projects due on Monday. One of which is a grp project. My grp mates dont seem to have the urgency about it as we have no started on it at all and it's due NEXT MONDAY! We had to come out with a survey and then evaluate the customers' profile, etc. We only managed to come up with 12 qns and out of which, majority were being rejected by my lecturer. Furthermore, I was being reprimanded for coming up with a survey so late when i went to consult her. She gave her comments and i went back to edit. After editing, i asked my grp mate to consult her as i didt dare to see her again.

My grp mate shouted at me n asked me to see her myself cos he was on the phone. I told him that i already gt reprimanded and therefore i didnt want to go. I went there alone somemore. I cant understand y cant he go. He is also part of the grp. I mentioned that i did alot of stuff already n he raised his voiced even louder saying that i wasnt the only one who did it. HELLO???? I redo the whole survey. I was so pissed that i cried. I realised that i cant depend on this grp of people. All he wanted is to go home and study his test. Well, he wasnt the only one who has a test tmr. I do. He's juz being plain SELFISH. Sorry for my tone but i'm juz too pissed.

They were gone when i came back from my lecturer's room and she too relaised that i wasnt fine and helped me after I told her that my classmates only wanted to study for thier test. I asked another grp mate where they were and he said he told another gal to hurry up and leave as he did not want to see someone. I find it very childish. GROW UP man. My temper was about to explore but i didt. I have never thrown my temper in school except once. I broke down when i came home. I HATE SCH!!!! 5:46:00 PM

(0) comments Gosh, its such a warm afternoon. I havent been taking a afternoon nap for ages and i finally get to do so. Yeah!! Guess wad. My Financial Accounting tutor cancelled my tutorial when i gt to sch today juz bcos we were late for 5-10mins n only 2 were on time. But we have always been late. My class is famous for being late for almost every class and almost every tutor or lecturer has complained about it. I was supposed to have a lecture and lab lesson after dat but i skipped them to come back to do my project. I'm a bad gal. Skipping 2classes in a row. It feels as though i went to school for nothing. CHEAP thrill! projects projects. They are giving me more giddy spells. Help me!!!.... 4:34:00 PM

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