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Saturday, June 30, 2007

yawn..
no one is online to chat with me at this hr
my hols r starting to feel a little boring
but i guess there are still some stuff to keep me occupied for a while
i need to tidy my room, my wardrobe

my mum wants me to dump things
she muz be a little crazy because she likes to keep things
she will go tru the stuff that i would want to throw
and end up keeping them instead of throwing
wad is the point of dumping stuff when she keeps them
things are juz kept in a diff place and thats all
feel like fainting

had porridge for lunch
ate more for dinner but still felt hungry
bought toast with butter from yakun's at mount faber safra
still HUNGRY!!!!
all the fd has been digested

friday was boring
nothing much to update

thurs...
was supposed to meet my bro during lunch to settle some stuff
but end up nt meeting because he is caught up at work
nothing unusual
so a changed of plan
met ron n went with him to NuSkin
he has got a fren who is currently working for NuSkin
we did this funny test to test for our antioxidant level
ron has a rating of 16000 and mine was 22000
his was in the danger zone
mine is only 2000 more than the danger zone

antioxidant is impt for the human body and so on and so forth
wikipedia yourself about it ok
tour around the place
listen to their history
she did some mini experiment
and i am sad to say that their products are quite amazing
i have used Nuskin before and their product is really quite good

then met maureen to get the skirt that she bought on behalf of me during e sale
was so excited to get that skirt and try it on when i got hm
sigh
it doesnt look nice on me
wasted $23 on it
sobs sobs sobs
oh.. saw UTT at plaza singapura
he's so much better looking in person
quite a hunk.. haha
make me feel like i was back in secondary sch where i have little crushes on guys
bumping into sharon lee who used to be in shelter(my church)
did some catching up
guess we do more catching up at chong pang nasi lemak
haha.. oh.. maureen n ron claims tt she looks aunite
yup.. so that was all for thurs

oh..
met priscilla on monday
she still looks the same
did some catching up
met at delta swimming complex for a swim
almost died after swimming 5laps
its such a disgrace for swimming 5laps
priscilla only swam 3laps..
haha

so i guess thats all abt wad happened during this week..
nothing exciting other than seeing utt..

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

4:50:00 AM

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Thursday, June 28, 2007

feeling all stressed & panicy
i started praying to God
just finished studying the last chap which i skipped
forgot what i have studied earlier
having only 6hrs of slp last nite, i think i might have gone a little crazy

i started crying and prayed to God for his guidance and everything
i dont demand much other than a pass
but God knows that i do hope for more than that
but what more can i ask with all the last min & slow revision

family members and my bf have been tellin me to do my best
and to leave the rest to God and to worry unnecessarily
how can i not worry for i know that i have been slackin too much
God told us to cast our anxiety unto him
i try but i still cant stop worrying
mayb i am nt puting enough effort

so i prayed to God for his forgiveness
im lost of words to tell God
but im sure he knows how i feel
mummy juz walked into my rm
but she doesnt know im crying while writing this

the fear builds up each day as each paper approaches
i need more time but i know its not possible
so i just commit myself to God
and i pray that God leads me to the direction of his will

Labels: MIRACLE

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

3:10:00 AM

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Thursday, June 21, 2007

it 0545 am right now
i was lying in bed at 0330 but couldnt get to slp
so i got up and switched on my laptop & started playin neopets
hahaa
its my all time fav sutek tomb
u guys wont have any clue unless u play neopets

guess i am still very childlike or shld u say childish
this week was quite a nice one though i realised i have been rather lazy
was in KL last thurs till sunday
miss church on sunday
felt pretty bad about it
thought i was able to reach sg before 4 so i could attend church but didnt

the trip this time was nt as exciting as compared to the previous
guess it could be bcos the limited places i could visit
bought 3 tops and a bottom and nothing for frenz
i actually forgot to bring ringgit to msia
went over to ron's place to stay on last wed so that it wouldnt be such a rush e next day
was out in the evening with frenz and had to rush hm to pack
and leave for movies
everything had to be done in a short time
thats why i forgot all abt the cash

oh...
had this crazy idea while we were at the customs
i wanted to ask ron's dad to pass by at chun's place to visit her mum
ahhaaha....
havent visit her folks since a long time
they are really nice
her mum loves to cook and bake all our fav
bestie is really blessed to have such loving parents

but my mummy is nice as well though she nags all day
she doesnt have nice cooking skills as well
sobs.. i have been eating her cooking for 22+ yrs
i get irritated by her easily as well
hahaahahaha
hope she doesnt see this
anyway, back to it...
i dropped the idea
i did nt have her address with me

was out with maureen, fakar, jeremy(werewolf) juz few hrs ago
it was realli fun
feels like good old days
its been 2 yrs since we met up with fakar
that guy is still as chatty as before
had burger king and then proceeded to TCC followed by lau pa sat
did alot of catching up
it was really nice
nothing significant for the rest of the week

gonna slp nw
my mum will start nagging if she wakes up anytime soon

Labels: cant sleep

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

5:31:00 AM

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