Thursday, June 28, 2007
feeling all stressed & panicyi started praying to Godjust finished studying the last chap which i skippedforgot what i have studied earlierhaving only 6hrs of slp last nite, i think i might have gone a little crazyi started crying and prayed to God for his guidance and everythingi dont demand much other than a passbut God knows that i do hope for more than thatbut what more can i ask with all the last min & slow revisionfamily members and my bf have been tellin me to do my bestand to leave the rest to God and to worry unnecessarilyhow can i not worry for i know that i have been slackin too muchGod told us to cast our anxiety unto himi try but i still cant stop worryingmayb i am nt puting enough effortso i prayed to God for his forgivenessim lost of words to tell Godbut im sure he knows how i feelmummy juz walked into my rmbut she doesnt know im crying while writing thisthe fear builds up each day as each paper approaches
i need more time but i know its not possible
so i just commit myself to God
and i pray that God leads me to the direction of his willLabels: MIRACLE
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
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