Friday, September 29, 2006
having a stiff neck nowcant tilt my head towards the righthahagot a missed call frm bestie last nitemissed by a sec or i'll be able to talk to heri was missing the sweet aroma of coffee while i was in Melbourneall i did was to laze aroundno worriesi like that kind of lifebut it would be definitely better with the companion of someonebeen busy packing up my roomtons of notes crowding up my roomu can bare find my teddies around soonpoor teddiesanother weekend is gonna be burnti havent had a proper slow weekend ever since class commencedwent m'sia for groceries shopping on 2 saturdays agojuz came back from Bintan with a burnt face on last sundaygoing to attend a fren's wedding this sundayreally excited over her weddingand gonna paint my room on next sat and attend a little girl's bday bbqi am finally gonna have my very own room after a decadenow u know how old i amboo hu-hucant wait to decorate my roomany SPONSORS???? PLEASE!!!hahagot to get back to packing
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
12:44:00 PM
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Tuesday, September 12, 2006
school has juz started
ive attended 2 lectures so far
but sch work has been piling
have no idea if its bcos im in year 3 or bcos the modules im taking requires a lot of reading n work done
i juz hope this is a good way to get me started
hahaha
im a lazy personmy biscuits that I bought for my best fren couldnt pass tru customs
sob
i guess it isnt that bad for me
my fren who helped me to pass the biscuits brought mooncakes for his frenz
thy were confiscated too
wahahhaha
dun understand whyoh well
i juz hope everything goes well for me in this academic year
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
10:52:00 PM
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Wednesday, September 06, 2006
ive juz told a fren of mine abt my results
he tot i failed cos i scored 2 below 50
he was quite puzzled why i wasnt feelin sad
but he guesses that im very sad deep down inside me but i wasnt showin
it was really funny when u tricked someone
i decided that it wasnt too nice to trick him after all
he then apologized for showing concern to me when i told him the truth
hmmm
i never tot that someone like him would change for the bettersometimes i wonder how God works in people
i know that our lives are planned by God from the very beginning
there are many questions in me
how he moulds us to be wat we r now
how God brings people together and separates them
how people can still become frenz even after things happen
and how some remain separated forever
thy never reconcile even if one tries
how does God choose the one we are to be with in the future
it fears me sometimes
how does one know the person in the future is the one God has chosen for u
questions...
hmmm...
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
2:09:00 PM
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Friday, September 01, 2006
. God is good all the time .
. and all the time God is good .
. alleluia .
. i have been back from australia for 2weeks
. and my main concern of not taking up a job for 3weeks was due to my
results
. i was mentally prepared to retake a module or two as i had a mental block
during my paper
. besides that, i had no idea if i was answering my qns
. had left almost 2/3 of the questions empty
. well at least it seem to me that i had done so for macroeconomics
. with all the slacking and last minute studying for exams
. i believed that i do deserve to obtain bad results
. hence that explains the mental preparation of retaking modules
. broke down numerous times before, during and after my exams. my results are finally out .
. and through God's grace, He has shown me a miracle .
. i am very grateful to God for answering my prayers .
. i prayed to God a passing mark of 34 and nothing more .
. it also hit me that it doesnt matter if i had to spend another year to resit .
. life is not all about results but living to its fullest though i know i havent
been living it to the fullest .
. but im thankful for everything that God has blessed me with .
. had steamboat at my place with my 5 other girlfrenz juz nw as a gathering
thingy .
. 3 of us received news that results would be released in the evenin during
dinner but had no idea of the exact timing .
. knowin that all of us were worried, the 3 of us intended nt to inform the rest
about it until it was released .
. however, emotions cannot be hidden when one of the 3 of us failed 1 module .
. the rest then found out and everyone freaked out and decided to check
their results .
. 3 out of the 6 of us failed at least 1module . . gals being gals started to cry .
. my hearts went out to them when they started crying .
. we had funs and stress together hence seeing them this way made me cry even though i passed .
. felt so helpless when they cried .
. sigh .
. but i am really thankful for having such a wonderful heavenly Father though i didnt have the luxury to experience a wonderful earthly father .
. i juz pray that these wonderful frenz of mine will be able to find comfort in their close ones .
. i hope they will be able to find comfort in my God some day .
. anyway, these wonderful people bought me a Citigem diamond pendant for my birthday .
. not forgeting my darling boyfriend who paid more than half for the pendant .
. that was really sweet of you bf .
. thanks for the pendant everyone .
. had a well spent time with them though the results had spoilt our dinner .
. but this has proven that we have good frenz around .
. sorry for the ugly photo taken of the pendant . . couldnt capture a clear one .. bestie .
. i would like to shout out that u r not forgotten though im back in spore .
. material gifts are only temporary but u are like a special gift from God .
. thank u for ur prayers though i know u have nv mention .
. but i do know that i am remembered in ur prayers .
. thanks for all the preciuos times together .
. be it good or bad .
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
2:33:00 AM
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