Friday, September 01, 2006
. God is good all the time .
. and all the time God is good .
. alleluia .
. i have been back from australia for 2weeks
. and my main concern of not taking up a job for 3weeks was due to my
results
. i was mentally prepared to retake a module or two as i had a mental block
during my paper
. besides that, i had no idea if i was answering my qns
. had left almost 2/3 of the questions empty
. well at least it seem to me that i had done so for macroeconomics
. with all the slacking and last minute studying for exams
. i believed that i do deserve to obtain bad results
. hence that explains the mental preparation of retaking modules
. broke down numerous times before, during and after my exams. my results are finally out .
. and through God's grace, He has shown me a miracle .
. i am very grateful to God for answering my prayers .
. i prayed to God a passing mark of 34 and nothing more .
. it also hit me that it doesnt matter if i had to spend another year to resit .
. life is not all about results but living to its fullest though i know i havent
been living it to the fullest .
. but im thankful for everything that God has blessed me with .
. had steamboat at my place with my 5 other girlfrenz juz nw as a gathering
thingy .
. 3 of us received news that results would be released in the evenin during
dinner but had no idea of the exact timing .
. knowin that all of us were worried, the 3 of us intended nt to inform the rest
about it until it was released .
. however, emotions cannot be hidden when one of the 3 of us failed 1 module .
. the rest then found out and everyone freaked out and decided to check
their results .
. 3 out of the 6 of us failed at least 1module . . gals being gals started to cry .
. my hearts went out to them when they started crying .
. we had funs and stress together hence seeing them this way made me cry even though i passed .
. felt so helpless when they cried .
. sigh .
. but i am really thankful for having such a wonderful heavenly Father though i didnt have the luxury to experience a wonderful earthly father .
. i juz pray that these wonderful frenz of mine will be able to find comfort in their close ones .
. i hope they will be able to find comfort in my God some day .
. anyway, these wonderful people bought me a Citigem diamond pendant for my birthday .
. not forgeting my darling boyfriend who paid more than half for the pendant .
. that was really sweet of you bf .
. thanks for the pendant everyone .
. had a well spent time with them though the results had spoilt our dinner .
. but this has proven that we have good frenz around .
. sorry for the ugly photo taken of the pendant . . couldnt capture a clear one .. bestie .
. i would like to shout out that u r not forgotten though im back in spore .
. material gifts are only temporary but u are like a special gift from God .
. thank u for ur prayers though i know u have nv mention .
. but i do know that i am remembered in ur prayers .
. thanks for all the preciuos times together .
. be it good or bad .
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
2:33:00 AM
