Thursday, July 05, 2007
mood: disappointed
not feelin in e best of mood right nw
dunno where to start in mentionin tis as well
feelin pretty upset over a fren
guess this isnt the first time tt im feelin tis way over heru can always expect something frm her whenever she contacts me
nothing gd
she only contacts me whenever she needs a favour frm her
its e same again this time
time n time again i told myself her help her
but i can nv see u being there for me when i needed someone
i feel bad whenever u tell me tt u which there was someone for u
i am sorry for not being able to be there for u
but some times i really wonder if i shld b feelin bad abt it
cos i dun think u deserve the attention at times
i have put in effort
but i dun see the similar or the least effort tt it requires to sustain this frenship
i am really tired and upset
but i dun think u can even tell that
i wonder if u have ever spare a thought of my feelingsi have helped u whenever i can
i have nv really asked for any favour in return
the least i expect is the continuous contact
but i dun even get tt
do i really deserve that kind of treatment i am currently getting from u
i understand how u love to hang out with ur new frenz
because i dun really do the same activites u like
sigh..
i am juz really upset
and u wont find out because i dun intend to let u know
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
11:59:00 PM
