Saturday, February 10, 2007
when was the last time sat down and really take a good look ard u
does ur environment revolve ard u or u revolve ard ur environment? sigh
i love the nite.. its the only time of the day when everything slows down
majority of the population are asleep..
the serenity and quietness of the nite.
it is so different from the day..
i dun quite like the day..
everything happens so fast that u barely even know until u stop for a while n think of ur day.sometimes, i stay awake the whole nite thinking of stuffs
the good, the bad, the happy and sad.. all of them
from wat u'r goin tru now to wad u'r gonna expect in the near future
have u oso wondered how u'v come so far till this day?
years back, i tot i would only go as far in achieving a diploma
but now, i'm doing my final yr for my bachelor.
lets all hope that this would be my finaly yr. haha
i always tot i would be possible for my to enter uni but i didMany frenz have come & go during these 5 years
these ppl has somehow or another made me another person that i barely recognise sometimes
some frenz claimed that i havent change at all while some said i've changed alot
i hope i've become more mature
but on the other hand i realised that i can barely express myself anymoresometimes, i'll juz cry to myself at nite
and i'll pray to God
i pray for his guidance to lead me to where he wants me to be
i'm no longer the happy-go-lucky person i used to be during my sec sch days
there was nothing to fear back then
as for now, i dare not look forward to wad lies ahead of me frankly speaking, i feel like a bird that is waiting to fly out of its cage
i feel stuffy
i wish to be more open, daring & expressive
i nv fail to ans that i'm alright whenever asks
i wish to be as carefree as the clouds
wish that the clouds could juz take me aways with them..
=)Labels: me...
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
1:20:00 AM
